Not having a call from him or a single message from him telling me that he loves me is really starting to get to me. I fear more and more each day that passes that he is growing further and further apart from me. I don't want to lose him. I can't lose him, yet it feels like I have.
I wish he was doing more to let me know he's still here for me, but I'm not sure that is really possible. He was never the kind to go out of his way; he was more of the 'you should know that' kind, and I hated it. I wanted to be reminded over and over.
I just, want something. Anything.