I feel like saying something

But I just don't know what it is, and I'm having a hard time to comprehend exactly why everything is so complicated. My head is everywhere and everything seems to be everywhere. I feel like I'm just going throughout my life dragging my feet just to see the next day, even though it's probably going to be something that I won't want to see. Even though I'm at a content with everything in my life, I still keep the thought of death close in my head, and no one really knows that.