My way of thinking, is fucked up.

I don't to sound like a heartless bitch, but honestly she just bugs me. Its not the fact that she is mentally disabled or the fact that she walks funny, its the best that because of all of this she expects to get some sort of prized possession of guilt from everyone just because she was born that way. I don't want to say that I don't feel bad for the girl, I really do, I just don't know why she has to rub it in my face every single time that I see her (not that I see her a lot, but you know what I mean). There are just things that we have to get over and become bigger than ourselves to be able to live a rich and full life, and honestly I don't know if she can do that all on her own. I'm not saying that she is in capable, because she is more than capable because I know that she is a tough and smart cookie, but there is just something about her that I can't seem to put my finger on, but she just makes my feel all weird inside, and out of full honesty, I don't want that to change. I have a lot of goodness in my heart and a little bit of fury within me for a completely innocent person seems like a good way to be able to even the score out for my confused little heart. I mean, if that makes sense....

it doesn't does it?