There is never a worse pain.

This is coming from a girl who hasn't talked to her boyfriend in 2 days and can't call her boyfriend since his mother isn't happy with you, and also, he's grounded so he only gets to call when his mom is out of the house.

Its a horrible way to live, and when I missed all 10 of his calls, I cried for 40 minutes straight doing nothing but trying to get in contact with him so I can hear his voice, the sweet serenity of his voice that keeps me calm.

I apologized more than enough times for missing his calls, I've never felt so bad for missing his calls but can you blame me? I haven't heard from him in days and when he finally calls, i'm to busy in the other room doing something else to answer the freaken phone. I still feel like crying. I've never felt more like dying than I did that night. Its a horrible feeling that i never want to experience again; so i'm keeping my phone on me at all times from now on, dead or not. If it's charing, then i'm sitting right by it. Never again will I miss another phone call from him. Never.